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why do i make life so hard on myself? I mean, i make life so much more complicated than is necessary... i mean i cant have sex, i cant do drugs, i cant drink, i cant smoke, i cant hold a grudge, i cant have an attitude (without feeling bad), i cant do a fucking thing that a normal teenager can do and it makes me mad. And its self freaking imposed! WHY did i have to be raised right?? WHY did God have to place himself in my heart so that i cant have all of these things?? WHYYY cant i just be normal???
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[20 Nov 2005|02:01pm] |
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okay so havent updated since like the beginning of time so yeah... oh well
So leslie is battling depression. I feel like i dont fit in with ANYONE since flash died, and like i always feel like the outsider no matter who im with (unless its jonnny, matt or manda(well sometimes manda)). And nobody understands me anymore. Not even the one person whos understood me no matter what (that person being jonny). I feel so..... lonely. And depressed. ALL the time. I dont feel like going out, i dont feel like seeing ppl (except jonny sometmies), i just feel like going to the barn, coming home and watching tv or something. And when i DO feel like going out, everyone is busy. Which leaves me home. And depressed. So yeah it sucks. so yeah thats how i feel. so yeah.
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[20 Sep 2005|07:59pm] |
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Im taking a poll... im making a really soft pillow for jon for his bday... should it be lips or a heart? Lips would make him laugh, but heart would be super sweet...
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[27 Jul 2005|04:45pm] |
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I dont know how Im going to take much more of this pain. It hurts so bad... I blame adam for everything... ITS ALL HIS FAULT! :'( I MISS YOU ADAM! WHAT HAPPENED?????? *criescries*... someone make it go away will ya?
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[26 Jul 2005|02:21pm] |
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havent updated in forever! WOOW! Well, Jon got in a car accident, and now summer sucks because i cant go anywhere. Whatever ill survive. Adam hates me, Jenn and rachel i think are mad at me, annnddd... lets see.... OH YEAH! AIMO GETS HOME TODAY! WOOO HOOOO!!!! ILU AIMO!
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[04 Jun 2005|11:31am] |
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Who wants pictureeeeesssssssssssssssss? I have some old pics of Jonny Boy... they are quite cute and if you say otherwise... OFF WITH YOUR HEAD! lmao
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[03 Jun 2005|04:33pm] |
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OMG! im at mary's house at this VERY moment and we are having SO MUCH FUN! WOO HOO! I did aimee and Mary's make up and aimees looks amazingly awesome, and i messed up mary's eyeliner so it looks bad, buuuttt... yeah.... aannnnddd they are doing my hair AS WE SPEAK and.... ummm... i cant really see it to tell you if it looks good.....annnndd... yeah... omg SCARINESS... my brother and richard are having aniron chef cook offtonight and it scares me... i think im going to go to jenns house and make baked chicken which is safer and more tame... wow at this moment im like crying because mary is accusing me of being too pretty and :'( and of being the daughter her mom always wanted.... and now im like ugh. *sigh*... so yeah im done.
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OMG GUESS WHAT! We had a MAKE UP PARTY TODAY! ANNNND it was sams birthday! OH YEAH! Picees attached
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had the most amazing night EVER tonight! Jon and his parents came over for dinner... Jons parents and mine hit it off right away... and jon and i spent the evening shooting adoring glances at eachother... aannnndddd... OH YEAH! i hugged him good-bye and it felt SO RIGHT! well technically i hugged him good-bye twice... but yeah it felt right both times! :-D so happy... i think were going out to dinner tomorrow night which gives me something to look forward to! :-D
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[26 May 2005|08:19pm] |
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Wow nothing has been able to ruin my amazingly awesome mood recently... i blame Jon lol! Hes so sweet :-)
He wrote me a poem you know... it was so cute i almost cried! Im not going to share it with you though because i dont want the WHOLE world to read it! I mean JEEZ! The best part is he wrote it while he was talking on the phone with me... so so so so so sweet. so be forewarned - NOTHING can burst my bubble! YAAY... HE GETS HERE IN LIKE ONE DAY!!! I AM SOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!
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Wow i cant even BEGIN to describe the amazingly happy mood i have been in! I cant seem to stop smiling! I didnt know i could ever feel this way... but i think i like it :-)
still walkin on the clouds --
Leslie
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[20 May 2005|10:55pm] |
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It all started with a beautiful bitch with black hair. She loved a redheaded man(who lost his manliness awhile back), but he didnt love her back, or at least he thought he didnt. She tried everything she knew to get his attention, but to no avail. He just wouldnt glance her way. She tried romping with him, ignoring him, stealing his toys, and flat out kissing him, but he was adamant about not giving her attention. He gave her no notice whatsoever, but deep down, he loved her with all his heart. One day while they were sitting around eating together, he could no longer contain his affection - he poured his heart out to her telling her everything of how he loves her, what he loves about her: everything! She was overwhelmed with joy and love. That day they eloped and lived happily ever after with no kids (for like i said he was no longer a manly-man). They are Jack and Bella. Pic attached!
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No i havent been smoking anything... im on a Goid high! Last night youth was AWESOME! I feel really close to God right now... I had been drifting away slightly for awhile, and not even noticing, but this weekend God was bringing it to my attention, and I feel ALOT closer to him now. I think it was a mixture of Blackout and HIFI, and the book I am reading (Redeeming Love) is a very Christian book, with alot of Christian morals and it got me to thinking on my faith. Ive done alot of praying this weekend... not because anything particularly trying is going on, but like I said, Im feeling really close to God. Ive been praying alot about Aimee. She had such an amazing time at Blackout, and it really got me hopeful - like maybe she'll give faith a try? I want anyone who is reading this to please pray for her, and me and me so that I can be Gods arm in reaching out to her. I pray that she will let me show her what christianity is really like. I need you guys' help on it too. Sometimes reaching out is discouraging when it is to no avail (man now I know how God has it and it SUCKS!) and I need you guys to be there for me and ask me about it and stuff like that. I LOVE YOU! :-)
love always -
Leslie "peanut" Briggle
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Thanks alot Matt. You ruined my freaking day. you know i really want to hate my brother sometimes, and get so frustrated when i just cant no matter how hard i cry. GRR
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OMG i havent written in SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long... life is going great... Flash and I are learning equitation, so at the show in November well probably go in that class... funn ness!! hmm... Everyone at church is getting along which rocks my socks... annddd...school is almost over (WHOOT) and OMG BLACKOUT THIS FRIDAY! I hope to see ALL of you there! aaanndddd.... yeah theres not much else to say... haha i was like in a flirtateous mood today and i was flirting with Jeff AND Robert (eww) and Mariss was like do you like Jeff cuz that would be gross! ANd i was like no i just like flirting with him... and in 3 per, Zenobia asked if i ever dated robert and i was like FUCK NO and she was like oh cuz it seems like theres something there and i was like ewwww. God who could possibly like robert-the two-cent ho. btw i DO have a small crush on s/o but that is classified information. so there. annndddd... OMG I AM SO EXCITEED ABOUT PANAMA!!!!!!!!!WHOOO HOOO. annddd... im not very excited about jareds wedding... too much family time... it gets dull... annnnddd.... thats about it. So -til next time!-
Leslie
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